Afraid of move up on a paint ball Field?

I supposed to watch this video before went to play paintball .. huhu... so that i know how to move forward safely. ( ^_^ being shot 3 times at right knee when trying to move forward)

I had my first experience playing paint ball last Saturday( 7/5/11 )with 14 of my batch friends and some locals.

Even though I got shot a lot ..remain about 13 swollen bruises on my body, the next day my whole body pain because of the muscle cramp and bruises . I can say this is an awesome experience..the best part for me is when you move forward.. and start to think your next step to win the game. think quick. a good practise to be a doctor I think. haha

I learned a lot of different aspect from my first time playing paint ball.

1. dont afraid to move up, move forward. The first 2 game I don't move at all from my hiding place and pretend to be on defend position ( actually afraid and dont know how to move up) and finally I being shot so easily and need to go out from the game. I think .. which part to you want to be .. stay on the same place and wait from being shoot or try to move up and may being shot . I think trying to move up is more safer.. I can try to avoid being shot by not stay on the same place and I can try to help my team to win. Thus start on the 3rd game I try to move forward .I enjoy this part really...

2. teamwork and strategy really important in this game. not just shoot from far or hiding back or over brave but being shot a lot. haha.

the best game that I experience is .. my team being an attacker and our aim is to take 3 oil tank which is near the defend team (enemy) and move it to out starting point.

at first I my it is quite impossible for us to play this. most in my team is a malaysian girl. just about the same height.. and dont think that we able to move up the tank without being shot...we think the tanks are too big and heavy. before this the opposite team also wont be able to move the tank when they be the attacker.

however we try it together. This time ...teamwork and strategy take place.

5 of us move forward on both side near to the tank (at centre) while the other back up at the back and move forward bit by bit following us.

we come out with an Crazy idea .. Kamikaze.. at the same time.

3 of us coming from both side...try to run forward to the tank while shotting.. trying to distract the opponent and at the same time cover another two .. while those two trying to move up the tank. Of Course those 3 girls being shot the most. But we manage to move the tank . success!!

2 tanks more to go.. even though being shot .. everyone seem to be very positive do their best ..

even tough we dont manage to bring those 3 .. to win the game .. but for us manage getting one tank ...is sooo great.. especially when doing it together.

the worst experience which when I be a defender team for the same type of the same game..(oil tank one)

there are 4 barrier for all in my team to hide and shot the attacker ..I am the one who in the nearest barrier to the tank( front) . At first I have an accompany but she totally disappeared.

I want to run to back barrier but I may get shot and being eliminated from the game. However, I try to stay and try to shoot who ever opponent that move forward or go nearer to the tank because that the best place to see the opponent and the chance to make them get shot more higher. ( I dont wear spec .. so uncomfortable..so I cant see far..) when I trying to shot at the opponent ... I dont realize one of the opponent side came nearer to me.. so NEAR about less than 15 feets I think ( unfortunately as just I realized the opponent, I being shot at my right side on my head.. the paint ball it hit my right ear and part below the ear.. I scream.. OUCHH!!.... HELP2.. I still being shot.., I raise my hand and just lie down.. sooo hurt. my eyes got wet a bit.. and nearly start to cry.. ( thankfully that I am not doing that) and I cant wake up.. the pain too strong on that TIME.I close my eyes tightly.. . the referee stop the game and my team run toward me. ( actually ... after the game ..I being told .. my team at the back soon as they realize the opponent they try to shot them but they miss it .) I am feel more scared when they want to open my scarf to check it. ( I dont want to open my scarf.. not in front guys!!!) ..i know my girls friends cover me up.. that time.. I still ..dont want to do that.. trying to bear the pain.. I wake up and stay at the safety zone... I realized the person that shoot me already leave the game area.. what remain is gun at the ground. of course .. that person do thing against 2 rules. move across the territory line and to the defend team barrier, and the second thing shoot a person less than 25 feets.

Alhamdulillah..Thankfully I was ok.. and just swollen at ear part, nothing serious happen.

I felt what happen to me is really paintfull..my heart keep saying Allah when I am in pain just after being shot that NEAR and I dont know what will happen to me on that time......

but realized what happen to me just small thing..I cant really imagine how my islamic brothers and sisters in palestin..mine just a game..but..for they ..is real..

May Allah protect them...

Now .. I still suffered with the bruise all part at my body.. my friend will be the same ..I think..hope it will heal fastly and I can be active back to study..

Paintball game for Girls? of course yes.....I really afraid of being shot and to move forward but it does not mean that I can't play.

Got an EXAM .. less than A month..

I need to move forward... . like in the game too..

do I want to make an my best Effort to move forward ( study and etc) ..and wait for the result( being shot or win the game.= fail or pass the exam)?

or just remain at my place , stay there without doing anything ( not study) and wait for the result ?

I want to choose the first part..

I need to do my best about what I can do.. my Efforts...

and then tawakkal..

leave the result to Allah..

ok now.. FOCUS.. ON YOUR EFFORT.. 22 days left.

^_^ caiyok !!

Tulipin – Keukenhof garden

Tulipin – Keukenhof garden

 
 

Main entrance

 
 

 
 

A story of tulip based on my observation

 
 

In just one day thousands of people come to this famous garden in Netherland to enjoy the beautiful scenery with many types of tulips. And of course these thousands of people came with camera ^_^ including me.

In these garden, visitors cannot step on the grass. Thus, most of people can take a picture from the same view. Looks the that guy taking picture of the tulips.

I bet he might be taking a picture of the first row tulips. Well that happen to me too. Take picture of the nearest tulip will make my job easy and as a result I can take a beautiful and clear picture (zoom out 4x) of tulips. This is one of the pictures that I take.

Subahanallah , it really beautiful. ^_^

 
 

 
 

Ok i continue with my story

2 main characters in this story which is

• Tulips in the first row based on the guy view : nickname as 'Miss Front '
  
• Tulip in the middle based on the guy view: nickname as ' Miss Back '
  

The interesting info about tulip is they grow with the mostly the same height. If look from far like a carpet of tulips.

Tulips	My observation		My interpretation
Miss Front	A lot of people taking her picture People enjoy appreciating the beauty of the miss front. They can see, touch, and smell it. Can be damage by the visitor ( they step on it, pluck it, and take a way one petal of the flower etc)		Miss front Famous Beautiful Outstanding and friendly with people.
Miss back	People enjoy appreciating the beauty of miss back too. they can look, smell, and take a picture But from far. (extra gadget like big lens to help visitor to take a good picture of her) Less change to be damage as she keep distance from the visitor.		Miss back Beautiful Not so famous ( less people taking her picture personally)

 
 

However this what can happen with ' miss front '

 
 

Why I tell you about miss front and miss back?

I realize when we talk about girl and flower they blend up together nicely. "Girl is like a flower, beautiful". Do you agree?

The point I want to say is, how you define special? Both miss front and miss back are beautiful but which one is special?

 
 

When a lot of visitors take a picture of the tulips (including me) the probability for us taking the same flower is high. (Which is the front row) compare to (back row). If a lot of the visitors taking the of picture miss front, miss front will be famous yes right, but will she be special? (Personally I think the picture that I take mainly just the same as other common visitors. Even I just can Google it to get it. Thus I don't feel the miss front special to me. This is just my opinion. I not sure how about you.

Ok.. back to reality

 
 

Nowdays, girls always conscious about themselves. Girls like Miss front always have the opportunity to meet up people.. talk with them , chat ..etc.. and boy can like them ..they can have boyfriend!!.while a Girls like miss back so low profile, ... don't really talk to people thus..nobody will acknowledge the present of her.

Are frustrated...Thus they try to be miss front..

Stop miss back..don't do that!!

 
 

Not worry " miss back": about I am not famous... , nobody know me..

Just remember that you are more special.

 
 

"Seluruh dunia ini adalah perhiasan dan perhiasan terbaik di dunia ini adalah wanita yang sholehah." (HR. an-Nasa'I dan Ahmad)

I don't know you understand about this post or not. Well feel free to comment ok.. hope you enjoy read it .

 
 

 
 

Miss front

 
 

Miss back

 
 

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Responsibility?

Maria: she was no 6 out of 8 siblings.

As Maria grow up, she never have chance to take care of her little sister and brother as her older sisters who the one that take a look of them, helping their mom.

in secondary school she enter a boarding school. since that time she lives far from family up until university.

she felt that she do not responsible for anything that happen in the house.

Maria already reach 20 years old.

One day, Maria heard a talk about responsibility..

in the talk said as people grow up their responsibility increase by time.

she try to make a list of her responsibility.

priority

1. study

2. do what Allah asked and avoid what Allah dislike.

3. ....

is that all?

Cobalamin sad love story

cobalamin grow and stay with her parent Protien. she left her parent when she study at school of stomach. she started to date cool heptocorrin(her childhood friend) who unfortunately died right after they got engaged. she felt lonely ..luckily she met her true love IF ( heptocorrin school friend). they got married and found beautiful house in lovely city of terminal illuem. one day they was thrilled to learn cobalamin pregnant . they want to call their baby transcobalamin II. how ever their happiness dont last long.. a monster called lysosome attack their house. IF afraid his family will getting hurt. so, he said " go cobalamin...safe yourself and ourbaby first .. i shall follow you later" cobalamin run from the back of the door and disappeared into Blood vesssel.. IF win..he try to find back his wife. .. everywhere..when in their memoric place .. stomach school. but he never find her wife again... the end ops... not yet.. he met one girl look the same like his wife.and they get married after that. guess what will happen next? ^_^ the same thing happen but this time.... he dont win.. and he died ( degraded) .. his second wife runs to the back door too .. and this the end.

nemonic for today

1. Mr Creb help 3 Newcastle student, to make 1 Founde using 2 Chocolate and 1 Granule of sugar.

2. 2 people going to date, they eat 5 course meal and 7 pint of beer, which cost 19 pd, but they only had 9 pd, so they had to used the washing to pay to the remaining 10pd.

friend like stranger and stranger like a friend

have you experience this?

contact with your friends via internet or hp

but when you meet.. it like a stranger, like you do not to know each other.

how about this?

you don't know this people...you never contact them

but when you meet you can talk like a best friend.

I experienced this a lot..

especially when I am here in Newcastle.

when I think it back... I just laugh.. like this :D

diabetic ketoacidosis song

the pitch and the music were bad. =.= ''