Monday, September 27, 2010

why you wearing hijab?




Why you wearing hijab?


today I being asked that question from one of the Afghanistan man at hutchinson shop this evening.
I answered
" it because i need to wearing hijab. it necessary to me as a muslim girl"

well... then after the conversation I felt...why that the words come out from my mouth.huhu

it might be better if i think more deeply why i want to wearing hijab.

i am totally agreed it because my religion ask me to wearing hijab, my parent asked me to wearing it. I just follow the order even since child.

look cute right? hihi not me but .. my niece.
however.
when I grow up. it not like something push me..to wearing hijab. I realize that I really like to wearing hijab.

I don't know why
but i feel secured when wearing it.
I like it.. because it make me beautiful in my own way. (bunyi mcm perasan)
As teenagers I do have feeling about fashion.. and I can do it with my hijab too. many style,and colours. there are hijab style plastik kt atas, bawal, tudung lilit-lilit sampai tercekek. I change my style and colour depend on mood and situations long as my father said " ok pass" .

bersedehanalah dalam setiap sesuatu.. termasuk juga hijab. ( i remember ...i being advised about hijab before)

Just my opinion about people who wearing "tudung labuh bulat.
". I know it not easy . but I know it look really nice for those who wearing it. nmpk sweet ~^_^~

if not ...it will be nice.. to wearing it paling2 pun. cover smpai dada dan x jarang dan x da bonjol besar kt belakang.

bawal hijab
gaya mcm tudung sekolah



there still a lot of example..with good way to wearing hijab and still beautiful.
hijab is not a burden to me...



I feel it a part of me..like my partner.. be with me always. protect me from rain ( effective when I don't bring my umbrella), make me feel warm.
I feel
i want it to be with me...until my heart stop. when I died .. I want to wear hijab too.


many times...when i walked in this country, Newcastle upon tyne when raining ,I smiled ..I saw some of local people especially elders wearing a plastic scarf or cap, or hoody to cover their head. ...although they might thinking just to cover their head
I felt they already learn wearing hijab on that time..therefore I smiled.
if only they know.... about it.



I feel grateful I am love to wearing hijab.
i hope to be consistent and wear it with right way..
( if I wear it wrongly please tell me) ^_^ sometimes I might don't realize it.










Thursday, September 23, 2010

How you spend your free time?


Today i met him in bus 40

although just a few minutes I can stay back and smile thinking about our conversation through the day.


do you like to read story book?
yeah..I like to read any time and anywhere when I free.


when you start to read story books?
since 9 years old

why you like to read books?
Because it different from watching movie.
reading make me thinking.. read and apply it in my own imagination. every people that read a book of story may create different imagination but watching movie people can tell the the story

when you usually reading?
I read during my journey to work, waiting for bus.

Don't you feel dizzy reading when the bus moving?
not at all perhaps I already done it since child.

How about you? it look like you reading something from your phone
well it just a short story that I can excess from internet
(the fact is: i looking at Facebook inbox)



Aim: my next book I that need to finish it. let try this not just FB


lesson to be learn : read books when you free ^_^


Thursday, September 16, 2010

Saturday, September 4, 2010

well it about me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdBbGBULGBA&feature=related

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Ramadhan in Newcastle



I really want to write this post at the begining of ramadhan however I keep delay until now.

4 cute character in this post.
1. lela
2. arora
3. bella
4. s.white

How your feeling toward Ramadhan this year?
-nervous coz, lela wonder how can she cope with 17 hour and 30 minutes fasting at the beginning of Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah she managed fasting without a extreme feeling thinking about hungry and thirsty. not bad.


Where you spend your Ramadhan this year?
- definitely in Newcastle upon Tyne,UK . Far from beloved family and most of friend already going home at Malaysia.


what the most precious thing about this Ramadhan?
it teach about fate, grateful, patient, spirit and love (look general right? )

one small thing to note mostly during isyak and tarawikh prayer.
- lela, arora, bella , s.white agree to pray together as read the prase like in mosque in Malaysia. So there must be imam and bilal.
day erm.. forgot already:
who want to be imam?
ermm...
bella and arora: lela and s.white.
lela: i am sleepy. so it dangerous! can i sleep first?
s.white: erm.. it ok ..i be first 4 rakaat and you read the wirid. .then we change
lela: huh..still me.. err ok..but how arora and bella?
bella: another day please.. we dont ready yet.

day 9 ramadhan:
arora: can you be the imam.. lela?
lela: please not today .. i cant. if i try i will cry. can do it today you arora and bella?
bella : arora you do it all ok.. be the imam..
arora: no its not fair.. well we change when i do for isyak and first 4 rakaat tarawikh then you continue..


day.. erm cant remember.. all take place at the back.. (main tolak2)
lela : bella be the imam first ok? isyak prayer.
bella : Allahu akhbar2. .. ( iqamah..mean she prefer to be bilal. haha ^_^)



how about iftar in Newcastle?
alhamdulillah.. just cook for one time in first 2 week. then follow dr to post grad houses.. sometime lela, arora, bella, and s.white not even know them.. haha..it ok..time to extend coverage.~( ^_^ )''~ many Malaysian dishes can be ate with smile and joy..until full . haha.

sahur?
we woke up at 2- 3 am to eat. eating together with the remaining food given or cooked by ourself.
miss one sahur ..until now..huhuhu.. so, herbinate will consumed energy during the day. haha



how you spend your ramadhan ? you still have a long holiday right?
erm..
watched movies? hehe ( not good in habit huh.. ) . coz.. too bored. huuhu

tadarus together.
amazing!! it really helping to improve reading Al-quran. although lela always fall asleep -.-
trained ourselves to solah together


skype, facebook, ym, are the routine activity.
and do not forget
carboot every Sunday (0.0) ---$$$$

and many more. secret and unsecret but already forgot about it.

things that already past ..I called it history. learn and reflect about it.
now.. look forward.. appreciate time call present because it a gift.
plan about things call ..future because its create dream and hope to continue live



it still 8 days left in ramadhan this year.




to be continue in part 2..








Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A story about her



it happen again on 17 August 2010 :


it already about a year....a girl keep trying hard to climb her dream. try to reflect her mistake and moved forward with smiling face.
Every time she fall .. she will get up.. and walk again.
fall.. get up and walk again.
4 times....already within a year. no matter how hard the girl tried.
she fall again.

however. this time she fall down so far this time.. straight to the starting point of her journey.

she felt so sad..
- her dream not coming true
-because she could not make her parent smile...as what her sister did
. she make them worry.
- she caused everyone being troubled including herself.




she still can smile ... because she knows
- she not alone..Allah always be with her.
- she learn one precious thing " be grateful of what you get.. what you have ..syukur alhamdulillah in everything happen to her ..whether its good and bad "
- she have family and friends support her and be on her side.






she know.. she must start to get up and walk back although its hurt her....
SHE WILL NEVER GIVE UP...CERTAINLY .



because she have dreams...

she want to be "GREAT tabibahtul muslimah"
she want to see her parent smile ....she want to lighten their burden.

she will start to get up again....
but right now....she need time..to choose..her way.

her friend give this quote..
" may be I am a slow walker but I will never turn back"













Saturday, July 31, 2010

When Cappucino met Black Coffee

again we meet here today


but at the top floor of culture cafe. nice place to sit and eat. i guest.

menu:
Mexican pandini and cappuccino
Beaf steak with chip and black coffee


as the coffee come... here the game start

" what topic you want to start today ?"
" kidney please!! and then the other topics.. "



question one : name 8 factor that can cause hypertension?
hmmm.....
1. genetic..
2. obesity..
3. high salt intake
4. diabetic?
5. high glucose ..? wrong!!
6. oh no i can remember...

^_^

well
after 2 hour and half . i am getting sleepy. hoho..


anyway ..thank for helping.
black coffee. ^_^



"if we dont meet again , well dont be panic, do your best"
" i will , thank you so much "


such a nice experience..