I am alone

this what I think... during at the beginning of this course.

everything that happen..teach me about loneliness

if I hope ...to have friends on my side always..

I realize

friends come and go.. ...

that the reality..

then ..I am alone.. again.

is it bad to be alone?

at first .. there must be negative thinking about it. it must be sad, lonely..etc

however I realize..

He never leave me alone..

He always be with me.. when I study in UK far from family.

He always with me.. when I walk go and back from university.in sunny or rainy day.

He always with me .. when I want to carry heavy things after shopping.

He always with me.. when I want to sleep and wake up everyday.

He always with me.. when I talk happily with my friends.

He always with me .. when I sad..afraid of be alone..or having a problem. even tough I usually tend to talk with people about it... first.

He always be with me .. when I am afraid to meet my previous batch.

I know... sometime I always forgot about Him.

I always thinking about my study, my family,my friend, love.. more than I thinking and remember Him..

it seem unfair to Him

however,

I really hope ...

I can remember Him more consistently . as He always be with me...at any time..in my life.

now I know why my father asked me.. to always..say this in my heart. ..

Allahu Ma'i : Allah berserta dgn ku

Allahu Syahidi : Allah menjadi saksi bagiku

Allahu Nazirun Ilayya : Allah melihat akan daku.

I never walk alone ^_^