Central Dogma

from last week and this week , i am learning about MTC Modul which correlated with case 1 : cyctic fibrosis.
this is because cyctic fibrosis is a disease cause by gene mutation .. it related to gene .. however we geing teach not to assume the specific gene are the one that cause it. they still other causes of this disease.

Many lecture we being thought about biochemistry, anatomy etc.
one of the lecture was CENTRAL DOGMA :

i found that this video quite interesting to understanding the basic concept of it.

let take a look ^_^

english version was more similar and detail as what I being tought.




this one a little bit old concept but i like the Japan explanation..hoho...quite weird when heard the Japan language

I am alone

this what I think... during at the beginning of this course.

everything that happen..teach me about loneliness

if I hope ...to have friends on my side always..

I realize

friends come and go.. ...

that the reality..

then ..I am alone.. again.

is it bad to be alone?

at first .. there must be negative thinking about it. it must be sad, lonely..etc

however I realize..

He never leave me alone..

He always be with me.. when I study in UK far from family.

He always with me.. when I walk go and back from university.in sunny or rainy day.

He always with me .. when I want to carry heavy things after shopping.

He always with me.. when I want to sleep and wake up everyday.

He always with me.. when I talk happily with my friends.

He always with me .. when I sad..afraid of be alone..or having a problem. even tough I usually tend to talk with people about it... first.

He always be with me .. when I am afraid to meet my previous batch.

I know... sometime I always forgot about Him.

I always thinking about my study, my family,my friend, love.. more than I thinking and remember Him..

it seem unfair to Him

however,

I really hope ...

I can remember Him more consistently . as He always be with me...at any time..in my life.

now I know why my father asked me.. to always..say this in my heart. ..

Allahu Ma'i : Allah berserta dgn ku

Allahu Syahidi : Allah menjadi saksi bagiku

Allahu Nazirun Ilayya : Allah melihat akan daku.

I never walk alone ^_^

Clinical skill lab- handwashing

I meet DR Meena .. she will be my teacher for clinical skill for this year too.

oh no... I really cant bear to see her eyes in class just now. she looked me... Oh nO..

after 30 minutes lecture about hand washing and 30 minutes practise 6 step for hand washing. I went out as soon as possible.

as I thought , I am stuck on the way to went out from the corridor . well I meet them. I am walking out and they are walking in. I really want to ran as fast as I can. I am trying to hide behind my colleague.

I hope I really have a strong determination to walk confidently with smile and joy...every time we meet. saying.. Hi.. ^_^

thorax - my 1st Dr session in 2010

2 Hours dating with CADAVER and bones.

such a great experience be in the new groups. new people and mix with local student. although just 3 of us are Malaysian, I don't feel nervous or scared.

Alhamdulillah. I found that it much easier to answer, discuss and asking question directly to the instructor.

My instructor is totally charming .. I will try not to fall asleep in next DR session. ^_^

revisit this session not a bad thing at all. I learn to cover back the question that I don't know.

I met Tony my first local friend which same group as mine in DR.

today topic

1. vertebrae and rib ( structure, articulate,movement, function,orientation)

2. lungs ( lobes, fissure, helium)

3. land mark (palpable structure eg: spinous process etc)

4. concept of breathing

5. X - RAY

6. pleura

hopefully the next DR will be more interesting.

note: it quite challenging when DR with local. They can discuss and talk really fast. I need to be more prepare in next session. remembering anatomy structure will be help.

Gambatee ^_^

why you wearing hijab?

Why you wearing hijab?

today I being asked that question from one of the Afghanistan man at hutchinson shop this evening.

I answered

" it because i need to wearing hijab. it necessary to me as a muslim girl"

well... then after the conversation I felt...why that the words come out from my mouth.huhu

it might be better if i think more deeply why i want to wearing hijab.

i am totally agreed it because my religion ask me to wearing hijab, my parent asked me to wearing it. I just follow the order even since child.

look cute right? hihi not me but .. my niece.

however.

when I grow up. it not like something push me..to wearing hijab. I realize that I really like to wearing hijab.

I don't know why

but i feel secured when wearing it.

I like it.. because it make me beautiful in my own way. (bunyi mcm perasan)

As teenagers I do have feeling about fashion.. and I can do it with my hijab too. many style,and colours. there are hijab style plastik kt atas, bawal, tudung lilit-lilit sampai tercekek. I change my style and colour depend on mood and situations long as my father said " ok pass" .

bersedehanalah dalam setiap sesuatu.. termasuk juga hijab. ( i remember ...i being advised about hijab before)

Just my opinion about people who wearing "tudung labuh bulat.

". I know it not easy . but I know it look really nice for those who wearing it. nmpk sweet ~^_^~

if not ...it will be nice.. to wearing it paling2 pun. cover smpai dada dan x jarang dan x da bonjol besar kt belakang.

bawal hijab

gaya mcm tudung sekolah

there still a lot of example..with good way to wearing hijab and still beautiful.

hijab is not a burden to me...

I feel it a part of me..like my partner.. be with me always. protect me from rain ( effective when I don't bring my umbrella), make me feel warm.

I feel

i want it to be with me...until my heart stop. when I died .. I want to wear hijab too.

many times...when i walked in this country, Newcastle upon tyne when raining ,I smiled ..I saw some of local people especially elders wearing a plastic scarf or cap, or hoody to cover their head. ...although they might thinking just to cover their head

I felt they already learn wearing hijab on that time..therefore I smiled.

if only they know.... about it.

I feel grateful I am love to wearing hijab.

i hope to be consistent and wear it with right way..

( if I wear it wrongly please tell me) ^_^ sometimes I might don't realize it.

How you spend your free time?

Today i met him in bus 40

although just a few minutes I can stay back and smile thinking about our conversation through the day.

do you like to read story book?

yeah..I like to read any time and anywhere when I free.


when you start to read story books?
since 9 years old

why you like to read books?

Because it different from watching movie.
reading make me thinking.. read and apply it in my own imagination. every people that read a book of story may create different imagination but watching movie people can tell the the story

when you usually reading?
I read during my journey to work, waiting for bus.

Don't you feel dizzy reading when the bus moving?
not at all perhaps I already done it since child.

How about you? it look like you reading something from your phone
well it just a short story that I can excess from internet
(the fact is: i looking at Facebook inbox)


Aim: my next book I that need to finish it. let try this not just FB

lesson to be learn : read books when you free ^_^

just for refreshing-

^_^