Saturday, August 13, 2011

Jealous

yes, i am jealous with them!

they can go out serve to junior, attend a spiritual program, and spend their summer wisely.

to be honest if people choose me to be a facilitator for junior that will be my first time. I am afraid. whether I can do it or not. but up until now I don't have the the opportunity to do it especially when I have free time.

I saw them post the feedback and their experience from the program to Facebook wall or Blog.
It make me felt helpless and not valuable as a youth. did not contribute anything to the community.

yeah I am helpless and not important. just let them do it. they are better than me.

I AM JEALOUS NOW ... ok.




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