time to be Silent

starting from now..

I want to stay silent .. shuu ...

I wont start any more.. no more ok..

hurt and regret .. it my fault .. :(

I Should not do that anymoreeeee...

starting from tomorrow

I just need to keep myself busy..

let it be..

let it go..

trough like a wind passing by.. me..

I can do it!!!

Driver And car

mini cooper? nah... I just use mini manual kancil car.

i just got my permanent driving license last 2 days. to be honest I never driving about nearly 2 years and I need to start driving back starting from zero. I totally forgot how to drive.

but that ok.

I tried to learn driving every evening to market. trying to drive in a buzy road really a good challenge for me. I need to be able to drive safely in 2 days more. after that I being responsible to sent my little sister to school for a week by my own. no more being supervise by my father.

today i make a great success. It my first time my car engine dont not stop suddenly when driving, drive in about 3 hours and( imbang klas dan minyak untuk naik bukit) . alhamdulillah. I manage to do it today.

I have a short term dream ..I hope that in about two to three weeks more I want to be able to drive on the way to Kodiang, uncle house. ( 1 4/5 hours).highway ok!!

that all..

wheelchair

I just want to said I respect with persons who manage to used wheel chair by themselves.

I Had tried it by myself using my mom wheel chair.

do you know how hard to used it by ourselves?

first of all we don't use our legs to move but we use mainly our small finger to hold the wheel and our hand to make it move. even to turn right or left being really difficult to a normal person I cant imaging how the sick person handle it by themselves without people helping them.

moving forward? we need same energy and force at our both hand to move foward. this movement really tiring ...believe me ok.

how about if there is a door or a bit heel in front of them?

of course more force needed.

ok that my experience handling wheel chair by myself.

we need to be grateful when we still have chance to walk by ourselves.

thank you Allah .. for still lend me leg to walk properly.

^_^

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