Superman~~~

‎"strength do not open a big iron door but a small key, we all have the small key inside us to open a door to a new future"

"be good as superman and help others.."

the Past can't be change..thus.. it haunting you everyday.. however the future is different,

the Future can be change.. as long as you remember who you are ,

open your eyes,
don't lose courage,

the future is in your hand.

inspired by a man who was a superman movie...( Korean version)

~we are .... superman ~

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superiiman

^_^ hehe..

Questions about holiday trip

why you go to a holiday trip?

1. to think..
2. to know more about the creature..Allah..
3. to see a beautiful places
4. to waste money
5. to get experience
6. to learn ..
7. to take picture and upload it
8. to release tension
9. i don't know..
10. to spend time together with people that i love.
11. to visit friend or family..
12. to show someone that i already be there?
13. because i did not going out from the country for a long time
14. because.. i really want to go... dont ask me!!

what do you do during the trip?

1. eat
2. sleep
3. taking picture..with smile.. , style.. ..and everyone .. some time..with people and place that i dont even know..
4. look the place
5. do awesome thing ..

what do you feel?

1. excited
2. bored
3. happy
4. sad
5. touch
6. etc

what did you get?

1. .jaulah.. especially in a non-muslim country ..one of the challange is.. praying on time... and where should i pray.
2. . a lot of pictures for my collection
3. tired .. but worth it.. because it was a nice place..
4. nice experience.alhamdulilah. and beautiful place.. to be visit.. wow..awesome~~subahanallah...

things that you may forgot to think or do

1. what kind of picture that i take ..scenery? me? frens..? ? why?
2. what i want to do with those picture? ..upload it?for who that i want to show it? did i cover ..aurat.. properly..?
3. am I really remember Him during the journey?
4. my principle..is it change during the trip ?
5. do i read Al-quran.. or at least zikr .. during the journey?
6. what did i do is a good thing? and bad thing?

this is just some words that come out... in my mind..

just to make me think and reflect myself ..and perhaps you too..

Believe (^_^)

nice piece of song..

My niece really like this song..she already grown up right now.

already good in talking..

walking..or even swimming..

miss her so much..

:'(

humairaa ..kenal uda lg x?

huhu

lalala~~~~

^_^

after 2 weeks and 3 days..

I smiled .. brightly today.. ^_^

I seen my old me.. now..

haha..

i learn something

i learned laugh was a medicine for me today.

mic seminar

alhamdulillah..

my group get quite a funny topic and somehow make me smile a bit

context of medical care

1. who is there . what they do?

2. what equipment available

3.how the surrounding?

we had to dicussed about the different situation

delivery in taxi vs deliver in hospital and the impact to health care.

can I just give up?

Yes? or No?

erm... someone said. dont ever give up..look back what is your weakness.. move forward and dont turn back

i did take note what is going on... i tried figure what am i weak on.. i already doing some further steps. well a lot ...( i think)

i try to move foward ...and dont look back..

but why

the same thing happen again?

the incident ..REALLY painfull..

whether it a small thing ...or a big thing

* communication - active listening ( failed)

* venessection - taking blood ( failed)

*....... .... ( failed)

* family study project ( failed - need to chance pregnant mom..)

my teacher said to me don't be too hard to myself. is it wrong to expect the thing that i already experience before to be more better this time?

sometime i just think... i am suitable person....to be....a doctor?

( i know this sentence not really appropriate but... )

erm..but i will hold myself...and said " I WILL NEVER GIVE UP"...

Ya Allah ..please guide me..

give me strength to overcome this problem...

show me the correct way...

i know you are the one who only know me...more than myself...

please....

(T_T )

refreshing..

A GREAT story of Sultan Salahuddin Al-Ayubbi really strike my heart.

a Tiger of Islam.

I like this song.. ^_^

" keimanan juga ketaqwaan rahsia mereka capai kejayaan"

I am just wonder how his wife life ? how she being a real supporter for Sultan Salahuddin?. How she raise of their child while her husband being far from them ..going to the war.

who is she?

taking blood but no blood

venessation 2 :

what happen?

i did practise one time at false arm. and do it at my friend.

well... i think that i confident enough...because I know all the step clearly.

but that happen is i cannot get a blood again this year.. huhu... frustrating ..

thing to take note:

my hand shaking vigorously...

patient arm should be straight.

(comment from dr Meena)

thing to be improve:

to avoid shaking hand happen again.. be confident and be quick when inject the needle to the skin. like a blink on eyes. " be fast ". therefore less shaking and harm to patient.

(comment from Raudah)

myself : remember to wash hand after the venessation.

problem happened

i felt this year our instructor do not really paying attention and access each of the student seriously like last year.

might be because too many person in numed group per session this time compared to last year. plus not enough time.

another method to improve ... in this condition perhaps.

each partner need to concentrate and focus when their own partner practise the skill.

and it important for our own colleague give a positive feedback seriously.

give and take ^_^ concept.. take a look at each other.

lesson to be learn:

1. it really important to master the skill and to it right. although those session had been learned before it does not mean that you already know everything already.
2. keep focus and do not feel shy to asked although it your 2nd time you learn it. be positive and ready to receive feedback from others
3. give positive feedback to college is really important to help her to improve.

Connection is not available ..teetttt.... ^_^

As i go on ..

my day... not as bright as b4...

cloudy enough but still can make me smile..

i realize I am missing you already

no more connection between us...

it seems that you

already far from me..

what i can do..see you from far..

and smile..

just let it be....

people can come and go

I realize

... nothing permanent..

except Allah

what I can do ... remember the memory..and appreciate it

because that all left..for me

anyway...life need to go on ..

many secret things waiting in front.

walk step by step.. moving forward.

appreciate the word now because it a gift.

finish and not finish

assignment 1 finish.. but assessment 1 coming... huhu 3 day left.

gambatee..

assignment 1

i am tired already...

huhu... just a little bit more...

but my eyes... half open..

need something to cheer me up ...what huh?

please be silent ~shuuu

I am not sure it happen with guys or not.

but it usually happen among girl. I admit ..sometime me too involve with this.

speak in mosque...is not really a good attitude. especially when praying ..

I observe ..it still happen in mosque and plus during Eid prayer.. sometime I think why that happen..why in woman place are more noisy than man place?

i dont know, i felt so sad when i realize it.. but somehow..me too keep repeating those attitude.

in my opinion why it happen...because

if me..

I realize I tend to talk with people in mosque because that time I met new friend or friend that from another course. it make me exciting ...and tend to ask how are they? even though I know about attitude in mosque.. it just I usually forgot about it

if other girls make noise nobody advise them maybe .. others that see it felt it still normal..to them.

greet people is good ...however.. need to be at proper time and place.

..sometime i think is it because girls like to talk from boys or ...it depend to the people..self control is important.

I wrote this to remind myself and hopefully others too..

please be silent in mosque..respect others

lets do it..

Wedding ceremony ~^_^~

its my 2nd sister wedding... 29.10.10-30.10.10

barakallahu lakuma...my beloved sister..hope you always happy and your love last until Jannah ^_^

I dedicate this song for you..

just a reflection:

I should never go to the lecture last friday evening. i missed the ceremony of ijab kabul my beloved sister through skype.

the day her wedding (yesterday)... i cant reach her...no skype this time..

it the most important day of her life and I am not there.

I never know who my brother in law...just look at photo.

I never have change to see them... yet

I never have change to talk to my parent ....that day..

I know they are busy...

But it just me...

that missing them so much.

I will never forget this feeling..

this is one of risk study in UK. I understand that.

sacrifice.... needed .

as I thought before choose to come here...I already think about it.

this remind me... back..in first place the important thing to be consider..for me to take medicine as my course.

can I spend my time equally?

I Realized that I will have more responsibility and busy in future..

* imagine 6 years from now in HO* + * being Dr and has my own family*

I learn...how busy I am in the now and in the future...I need to prepared myself.

at least I should spend my free time with them..especially in special occasion.

because once it happen...there will be no turn back..

family ...must come first.

try to be balance

A story of Dark chocolate

Among every kind of chocolate in the store there is one chocolate that got a girl attention. A Cadbury Bournville classic dark chocolate.why ? Bitter (dark chocolate), 200g , affordable and easy to get.

price???

iceland: 1.25pd

wilko: 1.15pd

others shop? erm.. 1.25 pd and above usually.

the girl always like to eat it and make sure she had stock for it every weekend.

why must be that chocolate ?

Bitter (dark chocolate), 200g , affordable and easy to get. she heard from someone if eat dark chocolate good for heart ,so she believe it..

and because..

the taste of it~ remind her for her life journey.. ~ life journey is like dark chocolate~

although it quite bitter she can taste the sweetness of the chocolate.

and also taste tasty and feel warm.

life also like that

not easy.. although its hard,plenty of obstacle , and sometime make she cried ...she still feel happy in some way..to have it.and make her smile..

the girl always bought it..she bring it everywhere she go ( if she remember it..haha)

to the lecture hall, bridge ( altough 5 time already), train station, park,and many more.

memory of sharing it with her friends ... make her smile ^_^.

she always want to go to wilko to buy it because it cheaper there ...

sometimes her friend bough the orange dark chocolate... to her (additional taste) from chocolate factory..she smiled brightly...and eat it with fully of joy

until.... summer holiday..

something had happen... the girl always feeling sad when eat it.

the chocolate still in the supermarket shelf. that girl stop to buy it.

it already 4 month past by...

her friend asked her

.. nak coklat ^_^

...coklat apa?

laa...dark chocolate la

.. erm...dah stop beli la..

now..

she start to like the dark chocolate back..

she got a present "dark chocolate"... from her beloved friends....

friends that want her to do her best in study... encourage her not to sleep in class. although they are not there ..

the girl surely will hold the chocolate tightly at class.. eat it with her eyes open..and smile

they make her remember

her word....

life is like dark chocolate

~the end~

thanks ^_^

Are you alone at night? take Night Bus

today I had class till 8.30pm . well it quite late for me because it already dark and raining a little bit outside. I lost contact with my friend and then .. I am alone at med school..

I am getting scared. ( well coz I am a girl ^_^ .. dont want to take risk to went back alone by walking)

not because I am not brave enough but just take it as precaution.

just to share with you all.. if you have undergo same situation with me.

what to do?

1. walking back alone

2. taxi

3. go to monument and take bus from there

4. try to call friend to accompany you

5. get NIGHT BUS.

about NIGHT BUS (more information at the card. there are some in library)

wait at medical school reception before 9.10pm. if possible inform the receptionist.

bus came at 9.10pm take you from medical school to your house. (if not busy). easy right?

how much.. 70pence per person

so, stay safe in when ever option that we choose.. ^_^

(guidance for me and friend that live far from the uni and want to stay at uni till 9.10 pm)

Case 2 and family study pack was coming today

actually i want to write about my experience during last weekend but seem that i dont have time and i was too tired.

basically.. it was a nice memory

1. play basketball with clovy and marlie, 2 local kids ,age 8 years old and 9 years old. + dutch ball.

2. went to byker to find a bike ( but could not have one ...huhu... must try next time) --> biscuit factory --> town: meet a fish owner at fish shop,Grainger market ..he tought me a healthy recipe to cook fish.

today

case 2 launching ..

a pack of family study was given.. it seems that there is some different aspect need to be emphasise compared to last year

family study project

due date 21 march 2011

about 5 month project

gambatee ^_^

Am I a bad person?

being push by my little local kids near my house..

and they want to kick the foot ball toward me..

and they chasing me..toward Hutchinson shop

before this.....they already picked stones and throw it to

me..

what did I do?

is it wrong to smile and say hi to them?

or is it because i am a muslim girl that wearing hijab? * just a first thought.. but I dont think this is the reason*

erm...perhaps I still not good in handling kids..

one last sentence..i asked them..

why you don't like me?

they answer it with Geordie assent ..i cant really hear it well...

their face already show they don't like me and that little girl show her hand....****

hmm..

it is will be like this..

or should I treat them by give them sweet? erm... not sure.

will they smile back to me?

can anybody give any suggestion on how to be kind with the local kids here?

my dream..... hope they can smile like this to me. ..in the future.. ^_^

who is this?

focus ^_^

being distracted today..

need to keep my heart strong .. put back all the broken pieces together.

I need to concentrate...

be an emperor.. plan my strategy

iiman you can do it!!

osmosis practise ^_^

well friends i found this from prof bradley .. to revise about concept and calculation that we learn today. hopefully this help you and me too.


http://edtech.clas.pdx.edu/osmosis_tutorial/default.html
http://www.rcs.rome.ga.us/hargett/biology/osmosis/osmotutc.htm

look like a lot of work today..
let working ^_^
gambateee

Ethics 1 - common ethical issue

today I had discussion in my new seminar group, group 9. well it about 18 of us in that seminar group.

this time I team up with Dan and Meg .

our discussion topics

1. me ( should UK law to change in order to allow parent choose their own baby gender?)

2. Dan (euthanasia) - should ventilation being stop to patient that no chance to recover?

3. Meg ( abortion principle related to religion- should medical practise ignore their religion in order to respect patient autonomy?)

we don't have final discussion.. well that we call ethic ^_^ no wrong and right.

one of our discussion that I remember about topic 3.

I got different point of view from people that do not believe in religion.

we are not really discussing not really about Islam believe as what my last year ethic group but actually other religion type of Christianity..that they believe not to do abortion in any condition.. eg : if want to choose mother and child.. child should be save.. first

again .. resources give an important role and 4 principle should be considered.

Kids

I played with k ita kids at her house today..

azhad, azri, aishah, and afiah..

it really fun.

playing game with them..make a birthday cap to azhad. (with ben 10 picture)

My first time hanging around with azri today.. he quite a nice and active kid.

I bring him to my friend house. hoho.. feel like a sister..need to taking care of him.

but it such a nice experience.

I need to run (with skirt) ..to reach him during the journey.

find idea to talk to him...

well...

he succesfully make my day today... he make me smiled. ^_^

after that other kids in K reen house make me happy too.

it quite worth it ..spending time with all them..

Ethic and communication session

Principal of ethic
1. justice
2. follow the Authority
3. benificience
4. non-malificience


communication video session

feedback
-posture too foward
-too tense
- too much pause
- repeat people statement. (good)
-maintain eyes contact.

Central Dogma

from last week and this week , i am learning about MTC Modul which correlated with case 1 : cyctic fibrosis.
this is because cyctic fibrosis is a disease cause by gene mutation .. it related to gene .. however we geing teach not to assume the specific gene are the one that cause it. they still other causes of this disease.

Many lecture we being thought about biochemistry, anatomy etc.
one of the lecture was CENTRAL DOGMA :

i found that this video quite interesting to understanding the basic concept of it.

let take a look ^_^

english version was more similar and detail as what I being tought.




this one a little bit old concept but i like the Japan explanation..hoho...quite weird when heard the Japan language

I am alone

this what I think... during at the beginning of this course.

everything that happen..teach me about loneliness

if I hope ...to have friends on my side always..

I realize

friends come and go.. ...

that the reality..

then ..I am alone.. again.

is it bad to be alone?

at first .. there must be negative thinking about it. it must be sad, lonely..etc

however I realize..

He never leave me alone..

He always be with me.. when I study in UK far from family.

He always with me.. when I walk go and back from university.in sunny or rainy day.

He always with me .. when I want to carry heavy things after shopping.

He always with me.. when I want to sleep and wake up everyday.

He always with me.. when I talk happily with my friends.

He always with me .. when I sad..afraid of be alone..or having a problem. even tough I usually tend to talk with people about it... first.

He always be with me .. when I am afraid to meet my previous batch.

I know... sometime I always forgot about Him.

I always thinking about my study, my family,my friend, love.. more than I thinking and remember Him..

it seem unfair to Him

however,

I really hope ...

I can remember Him more consistently . as He always be with me...at any time..in my life.

now I know why my father asked me.. to always..say this in my heart. ..

Allahu Ma'i : Allah berserta dgn ku

Allahu Syahidi : Allah menjadi saksi bagiku

Allahu Nazirun Ilayya : Allah melihat akan daku.

I never walk alone ^_^

Clinical skill lab- handwashing

I meet DR Meena .. she will be my teacher for clinical skill for this year too.

oh no... I really cant bear to see her eyes in class just now. she looked me... Oh nO..

after 30 minutes lecture about hand washing and 30 minutes practise 6 step for hand washing. I went out as soon as possible.

as I thought , I am stuck on the way to went out from the corridor . well I meet them. I am walking out and they are walking in. I really want to ran as fast as I can. I am trying to hide behind my colleague.

I hope I really have a strong determination to walk confidently with smile and joy...every time we meet. saying.. Hi.. ^_^

thorax - my 1st Dr session in 2010

2 Hours dating with CADAVER and bones.

such a great experience be in the new groups. new people and mix with local student. although just 3 of us are Malaysian, I don't feel nervous or scared.

Alhamdulillah. I found that it much easier to answer, discuss and asking question directly to the instructor.

My instructor is totally charming .. I will try not to fall asleep in next DR session. ^_^

revisit this session not a bad thing at all. I learn to cover back the question that I don't know.

I met Tony my first local friend which same group as mine in DR.

today topic

1. vertebrae and rib ( structure, articulate,movement, function,orientation)

2. lungs ( lobes, fissure, helium)

3. land mark (palpable structure eg: spinous process etc)

4. concept of breathing

5. X - RAY

6. pleura

hopefully the next DR will be more interesting.

note: it quite challenging when DR with local. They can discuss and talk really fast. I need to be more prepare in next session. remembering anatomy structure will be help.

Gambatee ^_^

why you wearing hijab?

Why you wearing hijab?

today I being asked that question from one of the Afghanistan man at hutchinson shop this evening.

I answered

" it because i need to wearing hijab. it necessary to me as a muslim girl"

well... then after the conversation I felt...why that the words come out from my mouth.huhu

it might be better if i think more deeply why i want to wearing hijab.

i am totally agreed it because my religion ask me to wearing hijab, my parent asked me to wearing it. I just follow the order even since child.

look cute right? hihi not me but .. my niece.

however.

when I grow up. it not like something push me..to wearing hijab. I realize that I really like to wearing hijab.

I don't know why

but i feel secured when wearing it.

I like it.. because it make me beautiful in my own way. (bunyi mcm perasan)

As teenagers I do have feeling about fashion.. and I can do it with my hijab too. many style,and colours. there are hijab style plastik kt atas, bawal, tudung lilit-lilit sampai tercekek. I change my style and colour depend on mood and situations long as my father said " ok pass" .

bersedehanalah dalam setiap sesuatu.. termasuk juga hijab. ( i remember ...i being advised about hijab before)

Just my opinion about people who wearing "tudung labuh bulat.

". I know it not easy . but I know it look really nice for those who wearing it. nmpk sweet ~^_^~

if not ...it will be nice.. to wearing it paling2 pun. cover smpai dada dan x jarang dan x da bonjol besar kt belakang.

bawal hijab

gaya mcm tudung sekolah

there still a lot of example..with good way to wearing hijab and still beautiful.

hijab is not a burden to me...

I feel it a part of me..like my partner.. be with me always. protect me from rain ( effective when I don't bring my umbrella), make me feel warm.

I feel

i want it to be with me...until my heart stop. when I died .. I want to wear hijab too.

many times...when i walked in this country, Newcastle upon tyne when raining ,I smiled ..I saw some of local people especially elders wearing a plastic scarf or cap, or hoody to cover their head. ...although they might thinking just to cover their head

I felt they already learn wearing hijab on that time..therefore I smiled.

if only they know.... about it.

I feel grateful I am love to wearing hijab.

i hope to be consistent and wear it with right way..

( if I wear it wrongly please tell me) ^_^ sometimes I might don't realize it.

How you spend your free time?

Today i met him in bus 40

although just a few minutes I can stay back and smile thinking about our conversation through the day.

do you like to read story book?

yeah..I like to read any time and anywhere when I free.


when you start to read story books?
since 9 years old

why you like to read books?

Because it different from watching movie.
reading make me thinking.. read and apply it in my own imagination. every people that read a book of story may create different imagination but watching movie people can tell the the story

when you usually reading?
I read during my journey to work, waiting for bus.

Don't you feel dizzy reading when the bus moving?
not at all perhaps I already done it since child.

How about you? it look like you reading something from your phone
well it just a short story that I can excess from internet
(the fact is: i looking at Facebook inbox)


Aim: my next book I that need to finish it. let try this not just FB

lesson to be learn : read books when you free ^_^

just for refreshing-

^_^

well it about me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdBbGBULGBA&feature=related

Ramadhan in Newcastle

I really want to write this post at the begining of ramadhan however I keep delay until now.

4 cute character in this post.

1. lela

2. arora

3. bella

4. s.white

How your feeling toward Ramadhan this year?

-nervous coz, lela wonder how can she cope with 17 hour and 30 minutes fasting at the beginning of Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah she managed fasting without a extreme feeling thinking about hungry and thirsty. not bad.

Where you spend your Ramadhan this year?

- definitely in Newcastle upon Tyne,UK . Far from beloved family and most of friend already going home at Malaysia.

what the most precious thing about this Ramadhan?

it teach about fate, grateful, patient, spirit and love (look general right? )

one small thing to note mostly during isyak and tarawikh prayer.

- lela, arora, bella , s.white agree to pray together as read the prase like in mosque in Malaysia. So there must be imam and bilal.

day erm.. forgot already:

who want to be imam?

ermm...

bella and arora: lela and s.white.

lela: i am sleepy. so it dangerous! can i sleep first?

s.white: erm.. it ok ..i be first 4 rakaat and you read the wirid. .then we change

lela: huh..still me.. err ok..but how arora and bella?

bella: another day please.. we dont ready yet.

day 9 ramadhan:

arora: can you be the imam.. lela?

lela: please not today .. i cant. if i try i will cry. can do it today you arora and bella?

bella : arora you do it all ok.. be the imam..

arora: no its not fair.. well we change when i do for isyak and first 4 rakaat tarawikh then you continue..

day.. erm cant remember.. all take place at the back.. (main tolak2)

lela : bella be the imam first ok? isyak prayer.

bella : Allahu akhbar2. .. ( iqamah..mean she prefer to be bilal. haha ^_^)

how about iftar in Newcastle?

alhamdulillah.. just cook for one time in first 2 week. then follow dr to post grad houses.. sometime lela, arora, bella, and s.white not even know them.. haha..it ok..time to extend coverage.~( ^_^ )''~ many Malaysian dishes can be ate with smile and joy..until full . haha.

sahur?

we woke up at 2- 3 am to eat. eating together with the remaining food given or cooked by ourself.

miss one sahur ..until now..huhuhu.. so, herbinate will consumed energy during the day. haha

how you spend your ramadhan ? you still have a long holiday right?

erm..

watched movies? hehe ( not good in habit huh.. ) . coz.. too bored. huuhu

tadarus together.

amazing!! it really helping to improve reading Al-quran. although lela always fall asleep -.-

trained ourselves to solah together

skype, facebook, ym, are the routine activity.

and do not forget

carboot every Sunday (0.0) ---$$$$

and many more. secret and unsecret but already forgot about it.

things that already past ..I called it history. learn and reflect about it.

now.. look forward.. appreciate time call present because it a gift.

plan about things call ..future because its create dream and hope to continue live

it still 8 days left in ramadhan this year.

to be continue in part 2..

A story about her

it happen again on 17 August 2010 :

it already about a year....a girl keep trying hard to climb her dream. try to reflect her mistake and moved forward with smiling face.

Every time she fall .. she will get up.. and walk again.

fall.. get up and walk again.

4 times....already within a year. no matter how hard the girl tried.

she fall again.

however. this time she fall down so far this time.. straight to the starting point of her journey.

she felt so sad..

- her dream not coming true

-because she could not make her parent smile...as what her sister did

. she make them worry.

- she caused everyone being troubled including herself.

she still can smile ... because she knows

- she not alone..Allah always be with her.

- she learn one precious thing " be grateful of what you get.. what you have ..syukur alhamdulillah in everything happen to her ..whether its good and bad "

- she have family and friends support her and be on her side.

she know.. she must start to get up and walk back although its hurt her....

SHE WILL NEVER GIVE UP...CERTAINLY .

because she have dreams...

she want to be "GREAT tabibahtul muslimah"

she want to see her parent smile ....she want to lighten their burden.

she will start to get up again....

but right now....she need time..to choose..her way.

her friend give this quote..

" may be I am a slow walker but I will never turn back"

When Cappucino met Black Coffee

again we meet here today

but at the top floor of culture cafe. nice place to sit and eat. i guest.

menu:
Mexican pandini and cappuccino
Beaf steak with chip and black coffee


as the coffee come... here the game start

" what topic you want to start today ?"
" kidney please!! and then the other topics.. "

question one : name 8 factor that can cause hypertension?

hmmm.....

1. genetic..

2. obesity..

3. high salt intake

4. diabetic?

5. high glucose ..? wrong!!

6. oh no i can remember...

^_^

well

after 2 hour and half . i am getting sleepy. hoho..

anyway ..thank for helping.

black coffee. ^_^

"if we dont meet again , well dont be panic, do your best"

" i will , thank you so much "

such a nice experience..

my first experience in theatre

TMy friend and I being to operation theatre room in rvi today .

We need to wear green clothes and operation caps. nothing below the elbow.

Because we don't learn on how to do scrub we stay beyond blue sheet in the OT.

Feeling excited and nervous for the First time. Everthing seems to be new. New people, environment, equipment and knowledge.

We being introduced to team members that performing the surgery . One surgeon one first assistant(they switch sometime), nurses ,2 anesthetist play major role in the surgery.

4 operation we managed to see.
We also have an opportunity to ask question and revised cardiovascular physiology according to the patients condition. I glad that I have this opportunity

I realised how important knowing the physiology in medicine.



^_^. Alhamdulillah. Nice experience today.

Hep B vaccination, documentary video recording , watch out water leakage!!

today was my first vaccination for hep B in general hospital. well it just took 10 min walk from my house to general hospital. wow.
nothing much to say here.. haha

then.. i stop at hutchinson.. cheap vegetable and fruit shop in newcastle,

- i look at my purse ... 59 pence. what can i buy? well not many actually.
salad, tomato, one epal or cucumber. depend..
i went around2 the shop. wondering what can i buy to be my vegetable for today.
pls: there is a video recording in that shop .. wow .. ^_^ for documentary.

lastly i just queue up to pay at the counter
" are you just want to pay for that?".
i look at my hand and said " yeah.why?"

"just take it ", she said..
i smile and went out with one tomato in my hand, ^_^

crazy thing huh..


things become more crazy when i when home.

i found that my living room was wet and the ceiling was wet too this morning i already told the agen of the house.

then when i back in . suddenly i though i just want to take a look upstairs.

step by step ..i climb the stairs. and it getting hotter.
the smell was very stinky.. rusting smell? dun know.

i am shocked,
oh no... one of the clothe storage in a room wet too. i open it and it alreadly wet and there water in it.

the rooms getting hot.
i am afraid. being alone ..that time.
after a quick call to the agen..thankfully my landlord come.
he fixed it. but i just waited outside ..coz no girl in that house,
it took 30 min ..

one more people come to help.
ok.. wut actually happening? i am wondering and scared.

well ... actually the gas to heat up the tank for hot water was not automatically switch off.
i wish that i know to switch it off ..before.. not until they teach me today.
the steam come out .. because the water was too hot. caused the water in main water storage upstairs leak out .. and heat went out.


okey...that new thing for me to learned how the tank was used. after landlord explain to me ..it seem that plumber will come out other day to fix it up.

thankfully that i am safe and the problem was solved.

tomorrow will be more challanging.

hope i can be more strong .. and brave enough to face any obstacle after this.
study time ^_^

summer in newcastle ^_^

i just move into new house last 7 days at fenham. well i like my room. it kinda more privacy. just feeling difficult to go out. i already fall in love with my room. oh.. my small and cute room ^_^.
my frens already went back to malaysia. now ..just me and my room..






my first experience discuss question with my cohort friend at leazes park.
i learned swimming yesterday at fenham swimming hall.. wow that new .
eat a lot of sweet and juicy fruits. watermalon, strawberry, cherry.
i dont know what to write but hm..

ok ..that all, ^_^

Am i died? not yet....!!! time to wake up

my dear sister

"assalamualaikum". ^_^ she smiled and enter the mosque

iqamah..
"sister dont pray on that side . it better to be here" ..while showing one line at back

assalamualaikum warahmatullah..2X

the girl make doa. shake hand and standing ,and walking to the door..

"sister"

" yeah..why?" the girl come back..
"do you know about zikir after pray? subahanallah 33X , alhamdulillah 33X , allahu akhbar 33X , the total is 99...so the last one .......lailahaillallahuwallahku akhbar walahaulawalaquwataillabilla hilalihilazim., we as muslim must not forget that"

the girl confuse..
" look here."..while showing her hand.
"say subahanallah 3 time .." she count at one finger..
"one hand has 5 fingers ..so it already 15..make it twice so 30.. plus one more finger..33" " look ..this is the zikr .. can you read arabic? if not i can teach you.. gradually ^_^" while show at one piece of paper sticked at the board.
"do you know about this? ..."
"hmm..not sure.." while actually the girl forgot about it. .


"why you told me that?" the girl asking
"because you are my sister ^_^"

the girl ashamed ..
" thank you so much" ..
the girl immediately hug..her.. and nearly cry..

Subahanallah...
Allhamdulillah..
Allahu akhbar..

although it seems easy thing ... but people keep forget it..and take it easy..